why i forcing myself

today at school i keep forcing myself to smile to laught but in my heart i'm so fucking no mood~~~~
i keep on squart at toilet and cry~~~~~the feel is damn pain i dun want to couple anymore


no more relationship.......i hate this kind of feel



8 months~~~~~~~v eu had edy 8 months just now i look bak our picha my heart is damn pain and the tears keep on droping~~~~


can eu hug me once more time?


just on time at school i keep on curi looking at you and cry~~~~



i hate this kind of feel


every of my friends ask me am i ok i pretend and say i'm good~~~~~


cuz i dun wnat any one hu worried me...........



SORRY TO YOU I"M NOT SUITABLE FOR EU

sad

my life is darkness
why dun you believe me"????
eu know the truth then why eu still want make yourself missunderstanding ........
you know everyday i saw eu i'm just so nervous......
and i will simply think smthg ~~~~i will thonl tht r eu looking at me r eu missing me???

BUT ALL IS A DREAM~~~~~

just now at school fadilah tole me alot of your thing i keep on cry~~~i just want back my old life~~~~~why eu say to him tht he is luckly to have me like tht eu make me more sad EU KNOW

??????

finnaly~~~hopes

finnally he is bak he kol me bak at 1st i'm happy but now i dun think so~~~

cuz we two just only friends even i found him i also feel ok ok only~~~~~

when i see syaza is so happy she found her bf i feel happy to her too


i call you not to treat me like last time cuz we can't go bak to last time~~~~


maybe eu r going to find a new gf can treat eu as well as she can

i can't give eu wht eu want cuz i dun wht is negative thinking positive thinking i really dun know


I"M SURFFER of this......and i'm so confused=[


eu saw w e can get bak together after tht problem have solve~~~~if really solve we can't together bak also CUZ THT FEEL EU HAVE IT TO ME IS NOT LIKE LAST TIME ANYMORE


I KNEW THT


leave me alone~~~~dun care me much~~~~

CUZ I"M NOT A GOOD GIRL.....even your dad also dun like me =[

sad=[

today is the fifth day eu lost

can eu two give us a kol or message eu know alot ppl is worried about eu too


zawi your gf is waiting eu pls give her a kol cuz she is so worried about eu~~~~she is damn no mood

bad~~~~yah i'm just your friends but i also worried you~~~~cuz i'm still L u~~~~

i just want u to be safe~~~~~pls give a kol~~~~


I MISS EU~~~~

PLS COME BAK TO SCHOOL=[

i-BLASK

i-BLASK forever won't bak to i-BLASK anymore?????

i sitll remember tht bad want me to allowed him to quit this roup but i not allowed cuz this group is i make it out on this group hu also cannot quit~~~~


but now B not here~~~~S also not here~~~~~

this group dissapear like this???

we haven't done our i-BLASK party=[

i still remember tht last time we at class sit together and play have jokes now~~~~he not here anymore and zhi ti become so emo~~~~~and ISKANDAR i dun know wht happen some time got mood some time no mood~~~~


and i~~~~no mood not happy beacuse my friends~~~one by one left me~~~~~

i got one friends i call him as QQ we talk we play but after tht thing happen see me also act din c me~~~~


and now i edy call bad for 2 days but he had off his phone can eu open and call me bak and tell me where r eu???


ARE YOU SAVE


I"M VERY WORRIED ABOUT UUUUU

no mood

if you like it i will hate it
if you hate it i will like it =]

if eu smile i will cry
if eu smlike i will cry

IF EU"R SAD
AND I WILL ALSO SAD

SI FU PLZ dun leave san terri


STAY~~~WE NID EUUUU~~~~




NO MOOD RIGHT NOW=[

moody

ALL MY WORKING FRIENDS IS SO moody =[


today the whole day cannot eat cause cannot SOLOW.....


tml SCHOOL


BUT MY DEAR DIN GO =[


I MISS EU DAMN FUCKING MUCH~~~

You are always gonna be my love Now and forever YOU are still the one...


BYE=]